Roller Coaster

I waited patiently
in that long line
to buy the tickets
for the ride
while holding her hand.
Though expensive
it's worth it
it's still worth it.

We make our way
up the lifthill.
"click clack click."
Our hearts are laced,
hands are held,
but then it all stops.
That sensation of butterflies in your stomach
just goes away.

As time flies,
it ticks away.
The clock's run out,
its too late know,
shes looking at that other guy
on the other cart
but not at me.

Ive reached the top,
My heart's been catapulted
this way and that.
It's time for the freefall,
just hit the ground and get over it.

Even the smallest parts,
the nails and screws have been torn.
They all break down and everything just starts to fall apart.
I cant fix a broken piece,
I ask for some help but NO
it's impossible.
It's like this damn black cloud just following me around
it's time to exercises these demons!
Their's a beast inside of me
ready to explode any minute,
and I'm holding the pain.

So at that split second,
where you knew it would happen,
where you reached the dead spot
where their's no more path to follow.
You start to realize,
when you come back to the real world
shes not their anymore
dont get me wrong
she never did wrong
she's not the "bad guy"
she's not who to blame
she's not to be crticized.
But Ill be man enough to let her go
But know nothing matters without her.